上班的乐趣之一除了我热爱的工作大概就是吐槽老板们了。最近忙啊，本来想专心写学期评语的，但仍然阻挡不了我想吐槽的心情，没办法，最近槽点有点多。这首歌的灵感来自前两天同事和我的谈话。今天吐槽的这位老板是我们小学部的校长（疫情期间新上任的）。她其实是个性格蛮好的人，友善亲和，但是……领导能力真的不给力啊，做事没啥章法、随性而为、最主要的是遇到问题学生，大概率老师们会被推出去和家长进行tough conversations，而她自己充当和事佬和稀泥。
吐槽归吐槽，这也是个学习的好机会。你看我多认真修改英文歌词啊～咱毕竟不是母语者，这个词我可是写写改改，弄了2天呢，哈哈～ 而且我又尝试在prompt里替换了不同的音乐风格，tags也是用心加上的，成曲还是不错的呢。我放了第一版去电台，哈哈～
Prompts：_________with a soft yet emotional vibe, moderate tempo, heartfelt lyrics, ethereal female vocals, and lush instrumentals.
1) Indie Pop 独立流行：自由、实验型曲风、适合个人化歌词，有可能使用合成器以及层次丰富的和声。
见上电台版：https://www.wenxuecity.com/radio/post.php?act=post_view&postid=97336
2) Lyrical Pop 抒情流行：旋律温柔、强调情感表达、通过钢琴和弦乐增加层次
3) Adult Contemporary 成人当代：编曲风格成熟、注重情感细腻表达、适合加入轻微爵士乐感或电子元素
PS：可能是因为音乐风格的原故，有些歌曲没有按我的歌词编排走，有点自由发挥的意思。不过只要好听我都OK。
《I Really Wanted to Love You》
词：暮子默
曲唱：Suno
[Melodic Intro]
[Hopeful Tone]
[Light Piano]
[Verse 1]
[Soft Reflective]
Always greet me with a warm smile
Being nice defines your profile
You’re curious about my teaching flair
Tech solutions—you say you care
[Instrumental Transition]
[Light Strings]
[Gentle Drums Fade-In]
[Verse 2]
[Building Tension]
[Moderate Beat]
You’re sweet, I know you’ve tried your best
With cheerful shoutouts, you stand out from the rest
But leadership takes more than charm
True guidance calls for a steady arm
[Pre-Chorus]
[Soft Focus]
[Vocal Emphasis]
Oh~
Thank you for your kindness, your care
But I wish we could make it somewhere
[Chorus 1]
[Emotional Intensity]
[Steady Drums]
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
Yet your plans clash with reality
It feels more like duality
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
But your careless views
Miss the heart of what I do
[Instrumental Break]
[Strings Crescendo]
[Chorus 2]
[Intense Emotion]
[Layered Vocals]
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
But you often pick a side
Prejudgment leaves no room to confide
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
When the toughest kids need a guiding hand
I’m left alone, struggling in shifting sand
[Outro]
[Soft Reflective]
[Fading Piano]
Always greet me with a warm smile
But warmth alone can’t carry the miles
